previous thoughts
- black robed devil vs white robe angel
- aftermath
- ngga terima.....
- fantastic 4!
- heffalump
- mungkin bukan
- indoctrination
- once again : out of the box!
- baller id...
- alasan yang aneh ...
heaps of thanks to ...
rising from the doom (7/17/2005)
probable title for the sequel of fantastic four? are they planning to make a sequel really? loh emang gue pikirin? hehehe... tapi gemes juga sih pas liat alat pencatat, yang kek biasa dibawa petugas DHL pas nganterin paket ke kantor, di bagian akhir pelem ituh jadi rusak karena aliran listrik dokter doom yah? huhu..bakal ada sequelnya? ngga tau. bilangin ngga tau :prising from the doom.
a friend told me that i was kinda numb for the last couple of days because i was burnout. yes, you are right man! silly me eh? untung punya temen (gila) kek elo. takes a crazy mind to understand another crazy mind, eh? hehehehe. anyway, hours passed, lesson learned and acted upon.
idup ini ngga mungkin dong lurus-lurus aja. selalu semua indah. ngga ada gejolak. kenyataannya ada aja yang ngga sesuai harapan. belum lagi masalah inner problems. masalah-masalah yang muncul dari dan karena our darkest sides. masalah yang muncul dari dunia di sekeliling kita. tapi apa iya kita diam aja?
terkadang masalah terjadi dan kita jadi *menderita*. lah terus apa kita cukup nyalahin keadaan? mengasihani diri kita sendiri? kan ngga? lha emang kalo dah nyalahin keadaan dan mengasihani diri sendiri masalah selesai dengan sendirinya? adanya malah biasanya jadi makin rebet. hehehe. manusiawi sih kalo awal-awalnya kita kek gitu pas menghadapi masalah. but then hey, wake up and do something!
don't let yourself burned out in a problem. you will not see what is in front of you. the flame will unable you to get to the door to a new possibility. to a new chance. the smoke will also suffocate and prevent you from being a newer you. you will miss the lesson as well. fact is many problems serve to teach us things to make us wiser and wiser in living our life. but is learning the lesson enough?
i guess not, you shall act upon! you must! lesson learned hell yes damn important, but bring yourself to do something to rectify the damage. to be a new version of yourself. bit by bit. doh aku ngemeng apa sih ini, tadinya mo nulis soal apa yah? huhu.

